If you’re interested with my burdens, then keep on reading.
So this is how it goes. Right now, I may be one the most guarded people in this world. Probably the most controlled human being in this world. As of this day, I have been keeping secrets from almost everyone. How I wish I could tell those people these things deep inside my heart, but I just can’t do it. They think those things are bad and taboo.
Lies run my life now. Yes, I’m a very very bad boy now(Just like what Beyonce said to Lady Gaga in the music video of “Telephone”). But still, I’m doing my best to be good. Just so happens that, they often look at the things I’ve done wrong. So relatively, I’m evil.
So why am I lying ?Well, the reason for that is those people who want me to speak wants to hear what they WANT not what is TRUE.
I can’t think straight, to be more specific, I can’t think like a human being now.
Sheesh, it’s new year and I feel like Death is beside me. :(